Groundhog Month!

I am not sure I can take another repeat performance of the NY Mets throwing away their chances to make the post season. It is not so much that they lose; they self destruct. It is so painful to wait for them to blow the game. I am not sure which is worse - the Mets blowing every chance to win a game and perhaps a championship or me thinking they might not cough it up. I understand that this is part of being a Mets fan (30+ years should make me used to it), but every few years it would be so great if they could deliver. I am not greedy at all, a post season appearance every few years and a championship every 15 to 20 would be great. Please, just please stop the choking - I can't take it anymore.